how it begins

here via here

remember how i hate decisions? yet ideas get in my head and i sort of obsess about them because of my lack of patience?

i'm at one of those junctures. maybe the biggest one i have ever been at.

a big decision needs to be made and honestly i'm scared to make it. because the decision i want to make is something i have wanted to do for a long, long time but for any number of reasons never did (the whole, if it is important to you, you will find a way... if not, you will find an excuse concept).

i feel like this time is different. i feel like this time i tried the other options already, and i know that i need something new.

i feel like i put the desire out into the universe and the universe said, "yes stefany! you found your way back!"

now i just need to let go, make a decision, and believe.

this is my life. my journey. if i don't own it, who will?