do you ever surprise self? i mean really surprise yourself.
as in you find yourself in a situation that you had thought about. when you thought about it, you were real with yourself on how you would feel, how you would act. yet then the situation actually arrived, your response was opposite.
has that ever happened to you?
it has happened to me lately. twice actually.
it has left me feeling a bit odd and puzzled.
i can't decide how i feel about it.
part of me is happy about the change. appreciates the gravitation away from being 100% type a. the other part of me is wondering if this is some sort of red flag.
for now, i am willing to acknowledge the change, own my decisions and feelings, and work to identify where it is i want to move towards.
happy hump day!
